Though I am so in love with my life right now....I have cried most of today. I just found out that I have to go back to work July 12th instead of August 12th. I am crushed. We don't have child care set up until September 4th so it looks like we'll have to get a nanny until then. Not only do nannies make me nervous I'm just not ready to go back yet. William is SO small and farther behind a "normal" baby. He wasn't even due to be born until this Sunday! I hate that I lost 4 weeks with him at home. Being at the hospital just wasn't the same. There were some days that I only got to hold him for 30 minutes THE ENTIRE DAY! I am very grateful that William is as healthy as he is but.....I will probably continue to cry the next few days. :) Just being honest! haha. Say a little prayer for poor Gordon.
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
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Though I am so in love with my life right now....I have cried most of today. I just found out that I have to go back to work July 12th instead of August 12th. I am crushed. We don't have child care set up until September 4th so it looks like we'll have to get a nanny until then. Not only do nannies make me nervous I'm just not ready to go back yet. William is SO small and farther behind a "normal" baby. He wasn't even due to be born until this Sunday! I hate that I lost 4 weeks with him at home. Being at the hospital just wasn't the same. There were some days that I only got to hold him for 30 minutes THE ENTIRE DAY! I am very grateful that William is as healthy as he is but.....I will probably continue to cry the next few days. :) Just being honest! haha. Say a little prayer for poor Gordon.
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